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Sunday, July 27, 2014


got th mood to post agn!
been dere and back frm bangkok trip wif my bf and his frens.
it was awesome.
was my first time travelling so far wif my bf.
dey said travelling reveals some of ur personal traits u dun usually show when ur tgt,
its either ur r/s gets btr or worse.
and well of cos its for th btr!
our love grew so much dat ii haf a hard time slping alone back in sg.
all those cuddles and kisses at nite.
even though we're jus half a year tgt,
ii can really tell he is th one.
ii haf nvr love someone so much before.
it jus felt so rite.
ii will nvr wanna lose him.
every new day is lyk falling in love wif him for th first time.
its also very difficult to stay angry at him for long,
th face dat sets u worried dat he might be too heart broken,
you really cant bear to see him do dat.
nvr a guy who is so sry to mi dat he went to th extent of dropping down his pride,
kneeling down for mi to forgive.
and ii felt so remorseful after dat,
ii felt dat ii am a bad person to such extent.
and den onwards ii promise myself to be as lovin as possible during our r/s.
not to be angry at each other for nth.
learn to sit down and talk tins out.
and so far we are behavin lyk ideal cpls.
which ii hope it keeps goin.
nvr gonna find someone lyk him agn.
ii will hold him tight,
make him small enuff to carry in my pocket.

my dearest silly boy. x3



Sunday, July 6, 2014


been so long since ii last step into tis blog,
ii am back into tis own world of mine whr ii can almost rant out anitin.
though ii am back a more matured person,
ii am still my emo self.
cancerian, izzit really th most emotional horoscope?
oh well, at least ii achieved my goals halfway by looking btr now.
almost lost 15 so far, and gonna lose somemore.
:)
those who dun deserve mi shall not see mi when ii am best.
but of cos it for th revenge of th lost for those nt staying wif mi,
but its th feeling of someone ii finally love so much leaving mi agn.
i hate separation.
i hate being alone.
in less den a yr my grandpa in thailand left mi and my grandma in sg left mi too.
losing two of my close ones so near tgt is so saddening.
was thankful for God dat we got back to Thailand in time to acc him for a few days.
few days before flying was so fucked up,
r/s, th airline and work screwed mi up tgt.
finally broke down after doin my final case at work.
damn dat fking dr to do th case for more den 2 hrs.
haf to lyk cab down to th airlines to setter th flights.
nearly coulden get my flight back to Thailand,
if it really happens ii will sure go back to work and strangle her to death.
no one will understand how excruciating th pain is of goin to lose someone dear to u until he/she exp it.
hais.
not long after th death of my grandpa,
ii broke up wif someone whom ii really lasted for th longest time ever.
3 yrs of r/s,
ii finally coulden take it and left him.
its so heart aching, dat ii cry every single nite,
those memories spent wif him jus flashes thru before mi.
he dun even feel th pain, he dun even wanna try to hold mi back.
so ii totally gave up, all those time wasted on him.
den came a new guy at work,
who seems invisible to mi at work,
when we first talk, lyk hey u r my senior at sch and got a few mutual frens,
bt as th chat goes my break is finishing, he kept toking lyk ii dunnit to go back to work.
so yea, kinda irritating..
as days pass finally accepted him as my colleague.
so one fine day he 'jio' mi to smoke his lao hong ciggy after work,
it was really damn lao hong till we decided to kup money and share a pack.
so after smoking we kinda went to cold stone for ice cream.
dat was probably our first impromptu date.
shared a cup tgt and ii will nvr forget ii drip my ice cream on my fone.
its so embarrassing bt we exchanged our numbers in th end.
txted him every day and nite, we jus chat everytin under th sun and stars.
feelings finally grew and we started to show affection for each other.
th first time we held hands and make out secretly even before we r tgt,
its lyk a adrenaline rush dat ii nvr felt for so long.
and th feeling is still felt everytime ii thot of it.
finally we got tgt, but ii was a really bad gf,
ii coulden stop thinking abt my ex too.
bt my bf is so nice, he understands mi and told mi wadeva happens,
he will be dere for mi.
dat was really th first time ii ever felt so loved.
time flies and we r nearly tgt for half a yr now.
he has always been dere during my difficult times.
when my ah ma passed away nt long ago,
he comes and visits mi everyday after work too despite being so tired.
he is th one ii been looking for,
th one ii wanna be wif in future,
ii will work hard to kip th love goin.


ii love u my baby boy.. 
x3