Friday, November 28, 2008
ii dunn0 wad t0 update.
=XX
wh0le b0dy aching yea ..? stupid j0b.
0ne h0ur 3.6 bucks.
w0rk lyk a bull.
quit the next day.
hahs.
th3se fews days jus burr0wing my surr0ws by singing.. SHADOW OF ThE DAY.
TEE HEE.
xDD
many tins habb changed.
its jus miie wh0 is still stuck in the past bahx.
since april till n0w.
am still stupidly tinking 0f tat guy.
tink he has g0rt himself a gal ler bahx.
HAHS!
till n0w.
ii just cant find a guud p0int abt myself.
except tat ii can lyk sum0ne real l0ng.
alwrites.
tats jus miie being dumb.
hais.
my br0 is treating miie lyk ii am his slave.
fcuk.
my mum always put the blam3 0n miie wh3n its was my br0 wh0 did it.
br0 dun listen t0 mum.
mum turn t0 miie and starts c0mplaining.
everytime during c0mplaining.
she starts gettin breathless and gets a little chest pain.
ah ma c0nditi0ns is either up 0r d0wn.
ii am j0bless.
c0me 0n..
h0w far c0uld tins be w0rst.
ii nit a break.
ii am really very tired and sad t0 s3e tins g0in tis way..
ii am s0rry tat my p0st is s0 devastating.
hais.. the shad0w 0f the day..
which embrace my life in grey..
M3Ee-sh3LL3 ♥♥
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
tired. tireD.
tirED.
tiRED.
tIRED.
TIRED.
RAWR!!!!!
aft3r 'O's s0 busy.
lyk n0 diff3ranc3 at all ..?
ev3ryday g0 0ut.
g0 h3re.
g0 d3re.
g0 ev3rywh3re.
g0 find w0rk.
g0 sh0p sh0p.
g0 class chal3t.
g0 r3d camp.
th3se f3w days n0rt enuff sl3ep luhhs.
ARGH!!!!
MY DARK RINGS WUN BE GONE LIAOS!!
ev3ry aft3rn0on habb t0 g0 s3e ahma.
ahma habb turn3d t0 w0rst.
in ICU but stabilis3d lia0s.
ii cri3d 0n tat day wh3n ahma g0 int0 ICU.
it was a t0uch-and-g0 situati0n.
its v3ry v3ry scary.
n3arly c0uldn't mak3 it in tim3 t0 class BBQ.
ahma,
ii habb pr0mis3d euu t0 tr3at euu eat durin xmas
wh3n ii r3ceiv3 my pay.
euu cann0rt leav3 miie s0 s0on.
ii want euu t0 g3t w3ll s0on.
f0r tat class BBQ.
ii dunn0 wadd w3 did tat ups3t th3 guys.
BUT,
w3 didnt leav3 bc0s w3 ar3 unhappi3.
its bc0s t0o much guys staying 0v3r luhhs.
3 gals fac3 10 guys in 0n3 r0om mehs !?
pls luhhs.
ii alr3ady sacrific3 my tim3 g0 class BBQ ev3n th0ugh sumtin happ3n3d t0 mii3 luhhs.
WADD ELSE EUU GUYS STILL WAN FROM MIIE ?
Y IZZIT ALWAYS MIIE WHO DONE SUMTIN WRONG !?
WHY CANT PPL THINK OF MY SITUATION II AM IN !?
if my ahma anitin happ3ned h0w ? EUU BUY ANOTHER ONE FOR MIIE IZZIT !? WAD THE FUCK WRONG WIBB MIIE!!!
CAN EUU SEE II AM FUCKING STRESS NOW !! ii jus wanna br3ak d0wn and cry ..
M3Ee-sh3LL3 ♥♥
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
it's 11th NOV TODAY!! LAST DAY OF 'O's pap3r.
*SCR3AMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM~!!!* w3nt 0ut wibb yanhua.
xia0 sam.
and carm3n t0 kinda c3lebrat3 'O's 0v3r luhhs.
w3nt t0 s30ul gard3n and mummum.
c0s t0o 3arly r3al3ase.
w3 g0 taka walk walk.
shun bian als0 g0 wisma find j3anett3.
h3hes.
j3anett3 was s0 surpris3d.
l0ls.
sp3nt s0 many tim3 in s30ul gard3n laughing.
AND TAT BANANA XIAO SAM K3EP MAKING MIIE LAUGH FOR NTH!
=XX
aft3r mummum-ing.
w3nt t0 walk walk.
0utsid3 taka g0rt sum c0mp3titi0n g0in 0n.
sumtin lyk euu-h0ld-tat-car-l0ng-l0ng-and-euu-can-win-it c0mp3titi0n ..?
hahas.
sumtin liddat.
aft3r tat l3hs.
g0 far east sh0p sh0p d3n h0me sw3et h0m3.
=]]
w3ll..
h3re ar3 the pics.
ENJOY.
:DD
x'mas tr3e in taka is alr3ady up. nic3.
:DD
tat tw0 banana fr3nch fri3s. *(yanhua's fing3rs)
watch 0ut 0n3 day ii put t0mat0 sauc3 and 3at.
MADAGASCAR 2 ~~~!! BOO ~!! ALEX IS HERE ~!! p3nguin jie, yanhua (b3l0w) p3nguin m3i, xia0 sam (ab0v3) =XX yanhua smil3 s0 wid3ly wh3n xia0 sam st3p 0n h3r h3ad. =XX TIS IS SO CUTEX CAN !!?? th3 r0b0ts ar3 havin BBQ !! xDD
l0ok at wad th3 r0b0t (l3ft) is h0lding. a mini light c0k3 and a mini h0td0g bun !!
l0ok at wad th3 r0b0t (rite) is h0lding.
a mini can 0f h3aven & 3arth gr3en t3a and a mini pizza. SO CUTEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.
xDD
EUU SEE EUU SEE! CUTEX RITE ..? =XX their BBQ pit. SO CUTEX!!!!!!
xDDDD
tis is 0ne 0f th3 c0ol3st r0b0t ii f0und at taka. n0rt v3ry cl3ar th0ugh.
but its r3ally c0ol.
h3hes. carm3n's fac3 kanna disfigur3d by MIIE ~~~!!
=XX
finally arriv3d at s30ul gard3n. carm3n !!
th3 gr3at futur3 h0us3wife.
0pps.
s3ems lyk ii captur3 th3 pic at a wr0ng angl3,
makin h3r l0ok fat.
=XX
xia0 sam is s0 shyyy. ><
FOOD ~!! SO COINCIDENCE SEHS. hanlun euu must habb l0v3Ee tis pic.
s0 cut3x.
ehs. ii g0rt nth b3tter t0 d0.
xDD
tis is wad a disp0sabl3 ch0pstick l0oks lyk. ii dunn0 h0w th3 h3ll ii us3d until it's 0ut 0f shap3. xDD
ehs. o.O
w3 trying t0 r3-chill 0ur ic3-cr3am ..?
=DD
my h3avenly-mad3 ic3 cr3am. tats th3 c0mp3titi0n ii am t0king abt. d3y hav3 b3en standing sinc3 last sat,
1pm.
*clapp clapp*
VIDEOS
*ps. euu n3ed t0 tilt ur h3ad l3ft and rit3 f0r th3 vide0.
h0w yanhua c0ok th3 b3ef. LOLS!!
h0w ii BBQ my b3ef ..? =XX happie h0lidays ..M3Ee-sh3LL3 ♥♥
Thursday, November 6, 2008
II DUN CARE WADS GOIN ON TODAY!! II JUST WANT TO KEEP RANTING !!
WAD IS THE FCUKING PROBLEM BETW3EN US !!??
CANT EUU SEE WE ARE TRYING OUR BEST LER MAA ..? ARE WE REALLY TAT BAD !! WADS THE PROB !! WADS THE PROB WIBB EUU ALSO !! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!! f3w days back ..
ii am s0 lyk ..
thinking naïvely ~!! ii th0ught tat b0th parti3s ar3 at fault.
its true tat we did r3ally sp3nd happi3 tim3s tgt.
its really a fact tat it r3ally hurts miie wh3n ii s3e euu siting all al0n3.
and dun tink tat ii am jus faking it.
ii am a human.
ii d0 hav3 f3elings.
it r3ally mak3s mii3 guilty wh3n w3 us3d t0 b3 b3st fr3ns.
ii th0ught w3 c0uld jus 4g3t abt ev3rytin and start 0ur fr3nship afr3sh.
ii th0ught ii c0uld just 4g3t ev3rytin wad ch3r says.
BUT ! did euu ev3n gav3 us a chanc3 t0 am3nd f0r euu.
h0w naïve ii c0uld be !!
ii th0ught tins c0uld b3 turning 0ut fin3.
ii th0ught w3 will had a gr3at day at th3 chal3t tgt.
euu didnt ev3n wanna g0.
euu didnt ev3n gav3 us a r3as0n y euu ar3 n0rt g0in.
sinc3 euu want t0 k3ep thinkin abt tis matt3r.
euu ar3 just trying t0 mak3 urs3lf sad 0r angry.
f0r us,
w3 ch0os3 t0 f0rgiv3 and f0rg3t.
if euu c0m3 acr0ss my p0st. ii am t0tally glad euu can r3ad abt my tru3 f3elings.
it's n0rt fun at all b3ing suan by ch3r infr0nt 0f th3 wh0le class ya n03.
and ii am n0rt trying t0 sh0w tat w3 ar3 s0 pitiful.
but d0 pls try t0 put urs3lf int0 0ur sh0es.
II REALLY HOPE EUU CAN ATTEND TIS CLASS BBQ !!
AND II TRUELY INVITE EUU!! =]]
ev3n th0ugh ii said sum nasty w0rds ab0v3..
it r3ally t0ok mii3 al0t 0f c0urag3 t0 say tis 0ut ..
M3Ee-sh3LL3 ♥♥
finally ..!!
th3re is TIME f0r mii3 t0 bl0g.
y3a ~!!
=XX
its r3ally b3en a h3ctic and 3xhausting m0nths f0r mii3.
t0 t3ll euu th3 truth..
its w0rst d3n 'N's.
PHEW~!!
3 pap3rs t0 g0 !!
and 'O's will b3 0fficially 0v3r.
xDD
aft3r 'O's.
HUAT ARH!! *(0pps. =XX gals must w3n r0u yi dian.)
*(y3a ~~~ xDD)
16-18 n0v 3 days 2 nit3s CLASS CHALET!!! sp3aking frankly.
II LOVE MY CLASSMATES.
th3y hav3 b3en s0 supp0rtiv3.
ii nbr ev3r think tat ii will plan such a big tin.
and its quite successful.
ii am s0 happi3.
l0v3 ya guys.
=]]
22/25 att3ndanc3.
19-21 n0v r3d camp.
h3hes.
II WANT TO GET UP AND PLAY AUDI AGAIN !!
xDD
few days back.
erm.
26th 0f 0ct.
w3nt t0 my niec3's *(JAYLYNN) birthday which was held at a chalet.
pics are b3l0w. =]]
tat barn3y cak3. which c0st my c0usin 200++ bucks.
th3 cak3 infr0nt is cak3.
and tat barn3y its3lf is als0 cak3. xDD
tat barn3y cak3 which is as hug3 as jaylynn. my ah ma(rite) and my ah ma de ah mei(left). xDD th3 cake is g0n3. tat barn3y's h3ad is als0 g0n3.
and tat barn3y's l3ft t03s ar3 als0 g0n3 !!
BWAHAHAHAHA!!
n0w th3 l3ft hand is als0 GONE!! whil3 part 0f it dr0p t0 its l3ft f0ot. *(du3 t0 its excessiv3 CREAM!! ii 0nli at3 0n3 m0uth 0f my mama giv3n piec3.) JAYLYNN!!
tats my neph3w. 3ating his yummi-lici0us tat-barn3y cak3. l30nard. wiBb tat-barn3y cak3 all 0v3r his fac3. jaylynn wiBb his hairy-arms grandpa. WHOOPS!! =XX tat 3xtra-sw3et3ning cupcak3 tat is small3r d3n my hand. which ii gav3 my br0 in th3 3nd aft3r 3ating tat shiny 'BALLS'! =XX s0 cut3x luhhs. xDD tat extra-sup3r-dup3r-cr3am barn3y cak3..M3Ee-sh3LL3 ♥♥
Friday, November 28, 2008
ii dunn0 wad t0 update.
=XX
wh0le b0dy aching yea ..? stupid j0b.
0ne h0ur 3.6 bucks.
w0rk lyk a bull.
quit the next day.
hahs.
th3se fews days jus burr0wing my surr0ws by singing.. SHADOW OF ThE DAY.
TEE HEE.
xDD
many tins habb changed.
its jus miie wh0 is still stuck in the past bahx.
since april till n0w.
am still stupidly tinking 0f tat guy.
tink he has g0rt himself a gal ler bahx.
HAHS!
till n0w.
ii just cant find a guud p0int abt myself.
except tat ii can lyk sum0ne real l0ng.
alwrites.
tats jus miie being dumb.
hais.
my br0 is treating miie lyk ii am his slave.
fcuk.
my mum always put the blam3 0n miie wh3n its was my br0 wh0 did it.
br0 dun listen t0 mum.
mum turn t0 miie and starts c0mplaining.
everytime during c0mplaining.
she starts gettin breathless and gets a little chest pain.
ah ma c0nditi0ns is either up 0r d0wn.
ii am j0bless.
c0me 0n..
h0w far c0uld tins be w0rst.
ii nit a break.
ii am really very tired and sad t0 s3e tins g0in tis way..
ii am s0rry tat my p0st is s0 devastating.
hais.. the shad0w 0f the day..
which embrace my life in grey..
M3Ee-sh3LL3 ♥♥
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
tired. tireD.
tirED.
tiRED.
tIRED.
TIRED.
RAWR!!!!!
aft3r 'O's s0 busy.
lyk n0 diff3ranc3 at all ..?
ev3ryday g0 0ut.
g0 h3re.
g0 d3re.
g0 ev3rywh3re.
g0 find w0rk.
g0 sh0p sh0p.
g0 class chal3t.
g0 r3d camp.
th3se f3w days n0rt enuff sl3ep luhhs.
ARGH!!!!
MY DARK RINGS WUN BE GONE LIAOS!!
ev3ry aft3rn0on habb t0 g0 s3e ahma.
ahma habb turn3d t0 w0rst.
in ICU but stabilis3d lia0s.
ii cri3d 0n tat day wh3n ahma g0 int0 ICU.
it was a t0uch-and-g0 situati0n.
its v3ry v3ry scary.
n3arly c0uldn't mak3 it in tim3 t0 class BBQ.
ahma,
ii habb pr0mis3d euu t0 tr3at euu eat durin xmas
wh3n ii r3ceiv3 my pay.
euu cann0rt leav3 miie s0 s0on.
ii want euu t0 g3t w3ll s0on.
f0r tat class BBQ.
ii dunn0 wadd w3 did tat ups3t th3 guys.
BUT,
w3 didnt leav3 bc0s w3 ar3 unhappi3.
its bc0s t0o much guys staying 0v3r luhhs.
3 gals fac3 10 guys in 0n3 r0om mehs !?
pls luhhs.
ii alr3ady sacrific3 my tim3 g0 class BBQ ev3n th0ugh sumtin happ3n3d t0 mii3 luhhs.
WADD ELSE EUU GUYS STILL WAN FROM MIIE ?
Y IZZIT ALWAYS MIIE WHO DONE SUMTIN WRONG !?
WHY CANT PPL THINK OF MY SITUATION II AM IN !?
if my ahma anitin happ3ned h0w ? EUU BUY ANOTHER ONE FOR MIIE IZZIT !? WAD THE FUCK WRONG WIBB MIIE!!!
CAN EUU SEE II AM FUCKING STRESS NOW !! ii jus wanna br3ak d0wn and cry ..
M3Ee-sh3LL3 ♥♥
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
it's 11th NOV TODAY!! LAST DAY OF 'O's pap3r.
*SCR3AMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM~!!!* w3nt 0ut wibb yanhua.
xia0 sam.
and carm3n t0 kinda c3lebrat3 'O's 0v3r luhhs.
w3nt t0 s30ul gard3n and mummum.
c0s t0o 3arly r3al3ase.
w3 g0 taka walk walk.
shun bian als0 g0 wisma find j3anett3.
h3hes.
j3anett3 was s0 surpris3d.
l0ls.
sp3nt s0 many tim3 in s30ul gard3n laughing.
AND TAT BANANA XIAO SAM K3EP MAKING MIIE LAUGH FOR NTH!
=XX
aft3r mummum-ing.
w3nt t0 walk walk.
0utsid3 taka g0rt sum c0mp3titi0n g0in 0n.
sumtin lyk euu-h0ld-tat-car-l0ng-l0ng-and-euu-can-win-it c0mp3titi0n ..?
hahas.
sumtin liddat.
aft3r tat l3hs.
g0 far east sh0p sh0p d3n h0me sw3et h0m3.
=]]
w3ll..
h3re ar3 the pics.
ENJOY.
:DD
x'mas tr3e in taka is alr3ady up. nic3.
:DD
tat tw0 banana fr3nch fri3s. *(yanhua's fing3rs)
watch 0ut 0n3 day ii put t0mat0 sauc3 and 3at.
MADAGASCAR 2 ~~~!! BOO ~!! ALEX IS HERE ~!! p3nguin jie, yanhua (b3l0w) p3nguin m3i, xia0 sam (ab0v3) =XX yanhua smil3 s0 wid3ly wh3n xia0 sam st3p 0n h3r h3ad. =XX TIS IS SO CUTEX CAN !!?? th3 r0b0ts ar3 havin BBQ !! xDD
l0ok at wad th3 r0b0t (l3ft) is h0lding. a mini light c0k3 and a mini h0td0g bun !!
l0ok at wad th3 r0b0t (rite) is h0lding.
a mini can 0f h3aven & 3arth gr3en t3a and a mini pizza. SO CUTEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.
xDD
EUU SEE EUU SEE! CUTEX RITE ..? =XX their BBQ pit. SO CUTEX!!!!!!
xDDDD
tis is 0ne 0f th3 c0ol3st r0b0t ii f0und at taka. n0rt v3ry cl3ar th0ugh.
but its r3ally c0ol.
h3hes. carm3n's fac3 kanna disfigur3d by MIIE ~~~!!
=XX
finally arriv3d at s30ul gard3n. carm3n !!
th3 gr3at futur3 h0us3wife.
0pps.
s3ems lyk ii captur3 th3 pic at a wr0ng angl3,
makin h3r l0ok fat.
=XX
xia0 sam is s0 shyyy. ><
FOOD ~!! SO COINCIDENCE SEHS. hanlun euu must habb l0v3Ee tis pic.
s0 cut3x.
ehs. ii g0rt nth b3tter t0 d0.
xDD
tis is wad a disp0sabl3 ch0pstick l0oks lyk. ii dunn0 h0w th3 h3ll ii us3d until it's 0ut 0f shap3. xDD
ehs. o.O
w3 trying t0 r3-chill 0ur ic3-cr3am ..?
=DD
my h3avenly-mad3 ic3 cr3am. tats th3 c0mp3titi0n ii am t0king abt. d3y hav3 b3en standing sinc3 last sat,
1pm.
*clapp clapp*
VIDEOS
*ps. euu n3ed t0 tilt ur h3ad l3ft and rit3 f0r th3 vide0.
h0w yanhua c0ok th3 b3ef. LOLS!!
h0w ii BBQ my b3ef ..? =XX happie h0lidays ..M3Ee-sh3LL3 ♥♥
Thursday, November 6, 2008
II DUN CARE WADS GOIN ON TODAY!! II JUST WANT TO KEEP RANTING !!
WAD IS THE FCUKING PROBLEM BETW3EN US !!??
CANT EUU SEE WE ARE TRYING OUR BEST LER MAA ..? ARE WE REALLY TAT BAD !! WADS THE PROB !! WADS THE PROB WIBB EUU ALSO !! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!! f3w days back ..
ii am s0 lyk ..
thinking naïvely ~!! ii th0ught tat b0th parti3s ar3 at fault.
its true tat we did r3ally sp3nd happi3 tim3s tgt.
its really a fact tat it r3ally hurts miie wh3n ii s3e euu siting all al0n3.
and dun tink tat ii am jus faking it.
ii am a human.
ii d0 hav3 f3elings.
it r3ally mak3s mii3 guilty wh3n w3 us3d t0 b3 b3st fr3ns.
ii th0ught w3 c0uld jus 4g3t abt ev3rytin and start 0ur fr3nship afr3sh.
ii th0ught ii c0uld just 4g3t ev3rytin wad ch3r says.
BUT ! did euu ev3n gav3 us a chanc3 t0 am3nd f0r euu.
h0w naïve ii c0uld be !!
ii th0ught tins c0uld b3 turning 0ut fin3.
ii th0ught w3 will had a gr3at day at th3 chal3t tgt.
euu didnt ev3n wanna g0.
euu didnt ev3n gav3 us a r3as0n y euu ar3 n0rt g0in.
sinc3 euu want t0 k3ep thinkin abt tis matt3r.
euu ar3 just trying t0 mak3 urs3lf sad 0r angry.
f0r us,
w3 ch0os3 t0 f0rgiv3 and f0rg3t.
if euu c0m3 acr0ss my p0st. ii am t0tally glad euu can r3ad abt my tru3 f3elings.
it's n0rt fun at all b3ing suan by ch3r infr0nt 0f th3 wh0le class ya n03.
and ii am n0rt trying t0 sh0w tat w3 ar3 s0 pitiful.
but d0 pls try t0 put urs3lf int0 0ur sh0es.
II REALLY HOPE EUU CAN ATTEND TIS CLASS BBQ !!
AND II TRUELY INVITE EUU!! =]]
ev3n th0ugh ii said sum nasty w0rds ab0v3..
it r3ally t0ok mii3 al0t 0f c0urag3 t0 say tis 0ut ..
M3Ee-sh3LL3 ♥♥
finally ..!!
th3re is TIME f0r mii3 t0 bl0g.
y3a ~!!
=XX
its r3ally b3en a h3ctic and 3xhausting m0nths f0r mii3.
t0 t3ll euu th3 truth..
its w0rst d3n 'N's.
PHEW~!!
3 pap3rs t0 g0 !!
and 'O's will b3 0fficially 0v3r.
xDD
aft3r 'O's.
HUAT ARH!! *(0pps. =XX gals must w3n r0u yi dian.)
*(y3a ~~~ xDD)
16-18 n0v 3 days 2 nit3s CLASS CHALET!!! sp3aking frankly.
II LOVE MY CLASSMATES.
th3y hav3 b3en s0 supp0rtiv3.
ii nbr ev3r think tat ii will plan such a big tin.
and its quite successful.
ii am s0 happi3.
l0v3 ya guys.
=]]
22/25 att3ndanc3.
19-21 n0v r3d camp.
h3hes.
II WANT TO GET UP AND PLAY AUDI AGAIN !!
xDD
few days back.
erm.
26th 0f 0ct.
w3nt t0 my niec3's *(JAYLYNN) birthday which was held at a chalet.
pics are b3l0w. =]]
tat barn3y cak3. which c0st my c0usin 200++ bucks.
th3 cak3 infr0nt is cak3.
and tat barn3y its3lf is als0 cak3. xDD
tat barn3y cak3 which is as hug3 as jaylynn. my ah ma(rite) and my ah ma de ah mei(left). xDD th3 cake is g0n3. tat barn3y's h3ad is als0 g0n3.
and tat barn3y's l3ft t03s ar3 als0 g0n3 !!
BWAHAHAHAHA!!
n0w th3 l3ft hand is als0 GONE!! whil3 part 0f it dr0p t0 its l3ft f0ot. *(du3 t0 its excessiv3 CREAM!! ii 0nli at3 0n3 m0uth 0f my mama giv3n piec3.) JAYLYNN!!
tats my neph3w. 3ating his yummi-lici0us tat-barn3y cak3. l30nard. wiBb tat-barn3y cak3 all 0v3r his fac3. jaylynn wiBb his hairy-arms grandpa. WHOOPS!! =XX tat 3xtra-sw3et3ning cupcak3 tat is small3r d3n my hand. which ii gav3 my br0 in th3 3nd aft3r 3ating tat shiny 'BALLS'! =XX s0 cut3x luhhs. xDD tat extra-sup3r-dup3r-cr3am barn3y cak3..M3Ee-sh3LL3 ♥♥