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Tuesday, May 18, 2010
jus when ii nit s0me0ne by my side.. n0 0ne is ard miie ... its sucks t0 be al0ne. ii felt s0 s0 tired suddenly. ii wish t0 jus lift 0ff all th weights 0ff my sh0ulder and dump everytin aside. ii l0se th m0tivati0n t0 study t0o. ii simply l0se every m0tivati0n t0 d0 anitin. but seri0usly ii wish tt s0me0ne will slap miie s0 badly t0 wake miie up. ii am actually l0sing my m0tivati0n 0ver a guy. fml.. ii am actually still f0olishing thinking 0f s0me0ne tt ii sh0ulden. ii am still hanging all th mem0ries tt ii sh0ulden. afterall he had f0und his 0ther half alrdy.. and lyk w0w. tts fast. if ii were euu, ii wun even be able t0 d0 tis. f0r wad euu are telling miie tt n0 0ne can replace miie as l0ng as ii am perfect in ur eyes. FOR WAD! euu alrdy f0und s0me0ne. euu shld be saying tis t0 ur gf n0rt miie! wad d0 euu take miie as. have euu th0t h0w w0uld ii feel if euu said tt. f0r wad euu call miie "dun gopls. baby girl. dun go pls come back, ii will be here waiting for euu." when ii g0 0ffline suddenly when ii c0nfessed t0 euu tt my feelings f0r euu haven fade 0ff. are euu trying t0 pity miie 0r bringing my self-esteem d0wn. and when ii g0rt back 0n9. ii find tt ii cant really be frens wibb euu at all. but ii believe tt wad euu are saying tt ii am perfect 0r wadeva best gf euu ever have. making it s0unds lyk ii left euu. c0me 0n euu left miie with0ut any particular reas0n! ii guess tt gal was alrdy dere b4 we br0ke up. wad euu said are pr0bably all lies. in th past n0 matter h0w ii ask euu why dun dare t0 put int0 r/s in fb. euu always gave miie th same reas0n tt euu dun wan any c0mm0ti0ns starting up with all ur frens suddenly asking euu whether euu have gf alrdy. we been tgt f0r m0re den 6 mths and euu dun even dare t0 put. f0r tis gal euu put asap. euu dare t0 tag 0n her wall. ii bet euu even gave her m0re time den h0w euu used t0 gave miie. karma ii guess. since euu are alrdy treating her way better den euu used t0 treat miie, and euu are telling miie stuffs hw g0od ii am. its lyk lying thru ur eyes with0ut even blinking 0nce. ii am feelling s0 fcuked up rite n0w. s0 fcuked up wibb my life. my r/s. my sch. my w0rk. my family. everytin in life. if 0nli ii have th c0urage t0 live tis w0rld silently.. ii w0uld make m0st 0f euu regret. by tt time, will euu guys finally n0e tt ii exist..? | |
