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Tuesday, February 24, 2009


havin a big fucking pr0b agn.
damn it.
why cant we jus be lyk any 0ther n0rmal family.
人的忍耐度 g0rt limit de 0k!
mum ii tried my best t0 忍 lia0s.
but ii cant be the 0ne k3ep l0sing 0ut rite.
ii cant let him d0 wadeva he wans EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME.
ii n0e euu are tired.
ii n0e euu w0rk very hard jus t0 k3ep tis family g0in.
it als0 hurt miie n0rt able t0 d0 anitin t0 help euu.
ii am lazy.
ii t0k back t0 euu sumtimes.
ii dun listen t0 euu sumtimes.
ii n0e ii am a bad daughter.
a bad sister.
but ii dun wanna d0 all tis.
ii am jus fucking t0o stress.
t0day he already g0rt 0n my nerve.
but still ii swall0wed d0wn my pride jus t0 let him be.
the anger inside miie which cant be let 0ut,
is very fustratin.
AND PLS HE IS MY YOUNGER BROTHER !
NORT OLDER BROTHER !
d0 ii habb t0 listen and d0 his biddings all the time.
ii t0k 0n f0ne in r0om,
he kp miie ask miie leave the r0om.
0k fine. ii leave.
when he is angry he thr0w tins at miie.
yell at miie.
fine.
ii kept silent since my mum tell miie t0 d0 s0.
he sh0w disrespect t0 my frens.
making miie buay ta han and yell at him back.
he can sh0w miie n0 respect but n0rt t0 my frens.
c0s they are n0rt his slaves.
ii listen t0 s0ngs 0n bed t0 the l0west v0lume already.
he still buay ta han and take the cl0thes hanger *(and its metal, mind euu) and whack my back.
which ii really cant stand it anym0re and ii started t0 pinned him d0wn
and whack him.
ii n0e its my fault.
but ii l0st my c0ntr0ls.
everytime he make mum angry.
mum g0rt s0 depress3d tat she cry and hit herself.
ii cant STAND TIS KINDA OF SITUATION !!
II REALLY CANT STAND IT !!
WHY EVERY FUCKING BAD TINS FALL ON MIIE !!
WHY!!??
ii dun understand it.
ii really wish ii c0uld end my life earlier.
ii am g0in int0 depressi0n s0on ..