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Friday, May 2, 2008


W3lc0m3 t0 th3 n3w 0p3ning 0f my bl0g.
W3ll.
ii cre8 bl0g agn.
c0s ii've g0rt t0o much tins trapp3d in my hartt,
tat ii cant p0ur it 0ut t0 s0m30n3.
my lif3 starts t0 g3t r3al b3tt3r al0t.
But it g0n3 d0wnp0ur agn jus f3w days ag0.
really d3ep d0wn.
ii b3t its ev3n far w0rst d3n ii pr3vi0usly exp3ri3nce.
jus c0unting t0day.
ii hav3 alr3ady cri3d m0re d3n..
w0w..
ii cant ev3n c0unt.
pr0bably m0re d3n 10.
it jus k3pt c0min back.
ii st0pp3d but after awhil3.
ii cri3d agn.
first tim3 cry until s0 jia lak.
l0ls.
wad a silly gal ii am.
pe0pl3 tat f3el lyk sc0lding mii3 stupid,
lam3,
riducul0us 0r wad3va nam3s.
g0 ah3ad.
ii am s0 numb rit3 n0w tat ii cant f3el mys3lf.
0nly n0e h0w t0 k3ep crying and crying.
d03s l0oks r3ally matt3rs?
w3ll..
mayb3.
ppl with guud l0oks always g3ts wad th3y wan.
g3ts away wibb tins easily.
h3 t0ld mii3 ii was a niic3 gal.
but wans his fac3.
his fr3ns will m0ck at him.
it's t0o cru3l f0r him t0 acc3pt?
hahas?
d03s h3 n03s h0w many sacrific3s ii've mad3.
n0 ..
y cant h3 jus sacrific3 0nc3 f0r mii3 ..?
hais ..
b0iis always dunn0 h0w much e gal sacrific3 f0r him ..
ii d3cid3d t0 l3ave him f0r guud.
n0rt t0 ev3n m3nti0n b3ing fri3nds.
it's als0 t0o cru3l f0r mii3.
ii cant tak3 it.


n0 r0manc3 f0r a gal lyk mii3.
it's jus a stupid act..




th3gal-wh0always-g0tl0st
nbr be able t0 find her agn..